Calmer Still

Saturday, January 7

I lie comfortably in our cozy window seat looking out on our sauna in the yard watching the large snowflakes fall and pile up just a few feet away. It is so silent and tranquil. I enjoy the lazy, peaceful ambience. The outside serenity seems to echo the recent transition from hectic to calm of my cancer journey.

This first week of the new year has been an excellent one…………..

I feel good about the decision to start phase three cancer treatment. This is a simple daily oral dose of enzalutamide, a synthetic non-steroidal anti-androgen drug approved in 2012. The final logistics of implementation required only a few minor phone calls. Best yet was Laurie’s excitement as the UPS driver skidded to a halt on the icy street in the front of our house and bounded up to the door with my first month’s supply of medication.

I also feel good about not participating in the OHSU biopsy study. We eliminated a drive to Portland for aggressive poking and prodding. Additionally, no need for post biopsy recovery.

Laurie and I have immensely enjoyed playing in the snow, both in the mountains and here in town. Yesterday’s urban hike was particularly gorgeous. Frigid temperatures coupled with a brilliant sun reminded me of childhood times back home.

Finally, I am excited to have started my winter training program for the up-coming climbing season. I look forward to gym time – solo as well as with my Oregon climbing buds.

It is indeed a good time! I feel great physically. I feel centered;  my emotions in check. I love the prospect of a restful less traveled next few months. I am happy and am fully convinced that life is indeed grand!

So, for now, I ride the wave and appreciate the calmer still.